omg i havent updated in like…forever! miss me much? lol geeesh idk whats wrong with me. hahaa
anywho, a lot has been going on in my life lately, some bad & some real bad…okay there’s a little good too.
but, i just wanted to let everyone know that i am OKAY! thanks so much for still hitting up my blog. i will be starting to update on a regular again. (once things get situated, which shouldnt be too long.)
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okay so for some reason i just got the urge to spit something today.
idk why every time i record myself, & upload it to youtube, it comes out fucked up…but oh well.
hope you guys like it & please leave comments either here or on youtube.
LYRICS
i realize that ppl gone dick ride even if that shit aint tight/just like ppl dick ride wayne when his shit aint right.
you sold one mill in a week yeah thats an accomplishment/ but if ya mixtape wasnt riding you wouldnt have accomplished shit. & i aint hating i just recognize consistency/ & the shit you spitting now aint consistent…B.
& ol dude ova there used to be on that snapping shit, that pop lock drop & clappin shit, that ol goofy rapping shit/ oh but you on that gangsta shit, that pop a cap in ya ass & have you blank & shit.
you gets no love from the real hip hop heads/ them same heads that’ll buy biggie & tupac albums even after they’re dead.
see that ink flowing through ya veins dont make you hard/ & i heard ya milkshake bring all the boys to the yard.
(lmao) seems like the only ppl that see through yall niggas is me & the big homie/ yeah he shut that autotune shit down & had yall niggas lookin funny.
& you can tell’em that a bitch name jay caine ripped ya face off & threw it on the floor/ & you can find me in the carolinas…but i’on think you wanna knock on that door.
*& if yall couldnt figure out who i was talking about – it was wayne & soulja boy.*
first off, today has been a very eventful day. i got so pissed that i threw my phone at my plasma. i know, i know, wtf was i thinking? well, at that moment i wasnt thinking…obviously. so anyways, my blackberry is now broken && doesnt work anymore but, the tv is okay lol. im bidding on this new blackberry on ebay now, hopefully i win. until then i have to use my old razor…ugh!
in other news – lets talk about love…hehee! well, lets talk about chicks && their obsession with guys.
i see this all the time, everyday. a chick meets a guy, they start talking, everything is so “perfect”, she likes him A LOT, he likes her (maybe), then the phone calls arent coming as much as they used to, the text messages slow down. he leaves the girl looking like, “wtf happened?” smh…such a shame isnt it. its happen to us at least once in our life & it will probably happen again later on in life. well, i can only speak for myself – & it happened when i was like…14 or 15 lol.
but seriously ladies, did you really expect anything to come of it? & are you really shocked that it happened? females put so much time into a man, and believe that any & every man that talks to them is “the one”. BE SERIOUS! not every guy you meet is “the one”. not every guy you meet is even boyfriend material. women have “senses” to see this coming from the jump. but, what i dont understand is the fact that you are shocked when it does happen.
THEN! when the bullshit happens & he’s treating you like shit & acting weird, you still try to talk to his ass. you still try to make something out what is obviously nothing! that, my friends, is how women get hurt. you go into the relationship already picking out wedding colors & the man isnt even thinking about taking you home to momma. smh! i see this time & time again & honestly, it sickens me. its such a shame that women would put themselves out there like that only to look like a fool for what you thought was love.
NEWSFLASH: he just wants sex.
now, dont get me wrong, not all situations turn out like this. some people do find love & thats great. but, not ALL situations will turn out like it does in the movies. i mean, women really get upset when this happens. why? you had that gut feeling to begin with. he might have said something or did something to set that feeling off, & of course you ignored it. ladies, ladies, ladies…quit trying to make a relationship out of something that isnt or will never be. know your role. if you fucked him on the first night – dont expect it to be nothing more. if you are the sideline hoe – dont expect him to leave his main bitch for you. if you know he fucks with a lot of females – dont expect him to give you all his attention. some females know all of these things before getting with a man & they still try to be #1 when that isnt your role – you knew that to begin with. you knew he was a hoe when you met him, yet once you fucked & got a connection, you get all upset when he fucking another bitch. what kinda shit is that? plus, why in the hell would you wanna be with someone like that anyway? smh…ugh!
anywho…thats all for now folks.
TODAY’S LESSON: know your role & play it accordingly.
lol. nice title. anyways, im bored && wanted to blog about my celeb crushes. enjoy.
LEBRON JAMES
okay, so if you know me – && you should…you know i <3 me some lebron MVP james. i wouldnt say he’s a serious crush for the simple fact that i wouldnt see myself “being with” him. he’s just my favorite bball player! but, i couldnt just leave him off the list. he’s so underrated but thats okay because 2010 is our year.
DANIEL “BOOBIE” GIBSON
yes, i was mad when i found out keyshia done up && stole my man from me…but i <3 keyshia so i let it slide. lol. but dammit boobie is fine as hell – aint no other words needed. google him yaself!
SAMMIE
yes, im talmbout the singer. you know, kiss through the phone sammie. lol. of course ive had a crush on him since i was in middle school && he first popped up on the music scene. but now that we both are older – chiiiild…lemme say he can get the business. i absolutely <3 that sexy ass man. he is so talented && yet so humble. i <3 the fact that his fame didnt go to his head – i think that is so sexy. but see, sammie aint the type for me to just fuck…oh no no no – thats husband material right there.
FABOLOUS
okay, so for as long as i can remember ive had a crush on this man. ive spent so much money on him && supported his career for the longest. shit, i remember in middle school my email address was “fabolous_grrl@yahoo.com” but i canceled it (for you stalkers). i was completely obsessed with him. everything was fabolous this & fabolous that. now of course ppl would trip on me because of his tooth but shit, i didnt give a shit. that’s his trademark! + his swagga is on a million && thats real. NOBODY in the industry has a swagga like him – he wakes up fresh, goes to sleep fresh! he’s just an all around swaggerific guy && i <3 him + his music stays on point.
AKON
i know, i know…akon?! YES, AKON! now, lemme explain this. there’s this guy i know && we’ve know each other for like 3 years…&& he is very special to me. well, i knew he looked like someone but i could never put my finger on it. so one day im at my mom’s house && akon is performing on one of those early morning shows && it all came together….such && such looks like akon. okay, not 100% but damn near close. they both have very dark skin (which i love) && the same eyes. their heads arent the same though && i cant compare dicks cause….well….you know lmao. i mean, now dont get me wrong i think akon is sexy but i think this crush is only because i think of *him*.
SOULJA BOY TELL EM
as much as i dont like his music or his cocky ass attitude…my eyes cannot deny what is rightfully sexy. && soulja boy is definitely that. idk, he wasnt at first but of course he grew up && just came outta nowhere with those looks. mmmm that mufucka fine. && then he went && fucced my whole world up with those “dick” pictures && ummm all i gotsta say is “damn, damn, damn” i will turn that little boy out!
DWIGHT HOWARD
yes, i know…we all know how fine he is. with that sexy smile && those broad shoulders – how can he be ignored. i <3 dwight because he is also humble && funny as hell. he’s tall, dark, sexy, && i knoooow he smells good…uhh sorry about that. anywho…yeah he had to be on the list.
of course there are more, but i dont feel like it…lol.
okay so, its been a while. ive been on vacation. i went home to south carolina on july 16 then was in orlando from july 18 – july 22. it was a nice getaway. i have lots of pics but i left my damn camera at my mom’s house so, yeah…it’ll be a while. anywho, im going to tennessee this weekend coming up, idk though cause im still tired from the last trip.
ohhh almost forgot, i cut my hair – well, i have bangs now. pics coming soon for that too.
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bitches tryna test me but i aint with them games see
you are just a lame && you could never be me
no you could never see me
in what i do, how i do it, why i do what i do
i aint just a pretty face, long hair, thick thighs
real hazel eyes — see what i mean
bitches jocking cause they aint me, mad cause they wanna be
but its okay cause imitation is the closest thing to flattery
chunking deuces up while i HA HA HA at you hoes
&& thats just how its goes, && thats just how i do it
test me, ill prove it – get buck, ill lose it – .45, ill use it
bitch you betta think twice before you lose ya life
have ya momma crying && she dont know why
how the fuck her daughter die before she hit 24?
&& yeah im even bold enough to sing at yo funeral
END!
lmao anyways…im done just had to put that out there cause bitches get bold behind them computer keys.
so i need to address something real quick. its a lot of frontin bitches out there && a lot of them are the social networks that you use – twitter, myspace, facebook && such. a lot of bitches have this…i dont even know the word to use smh…they have this “attitude” or “way of acting” like they are just the baddest bitch in the world. they claim so hard, that they dont care about other bitches/niggas or what ppl think && shit but yet they be on their “page” spazzing about other bitches/niggas.
now, me…if i dont give a shit about anything, im not gonna waste my time thinking about it, let alone talking about it. i feel like if you gone put on this huge front to make yourself seem like you so bad, then keep that shit consistent! if you claiming bitches is this && that && you dont worry about them then why the fuck is you talking about them. that shit just makes their job easier to do because they know what they are saying/doing is getting to you. if it wasnt bothering you, you wouldnt pay it no mind. smh
another thing i see a lot of bitches doing is hating. but nowadays its gone to the extreme! why the fuck is you worried about the next bitch? what does she have to do with you? not a damn thing…at the end of the day, you are the only person you see in the mirror, c’mon man. && so many ppl say they like their haters && they thank them – stfu && quit frontin; you spazz on them whenever they say something to yo ass, fuck outta here.
now i know you’re prolly like, “red, why do you care?” i care, but to a certain extent. actually i dont understand && just like my last blog “time to pull your card” yall bitches need yall card pulled too, but ima save that for another day lmao. i personally dont see why ppl, especially females get so consumed in shit like this. niggas do it too but i dont feel like going there. just DO YOU && quit hating. that shit aint healthy!
HATING = STRESS = HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE = HEART ATTACK = DEATH
i dont fuck with bitches like that, bitches that are always negative && always got something bad to say about everything. dont be mad cause what im doing looks good && what you’re doing doesnt. who’s fault is that? ppl that always got shit to say about someone, whomever it might be – is upset with their life! && that shit is soooo funny to me because i know too many bitches like that smh – i see you bitches…lmao
&& in the words of nicki minaj –> STEP YA PUSSY UP!
i was watching you tube videos && got distracted by other videos. videos of niggas dancing to 1. crank dat (whatever here) 2. halle berry 3. stanky leg/booty dew 4. the boot && all kinds of whack ass shit! it got so annoying that i had to blog about it && pull a nigga card. now, you know whatever i say on here is my own opinion about things, whatever you like is up to you.
GANGSTA’S DONT DANCE!
i hate seeing so-called “gangsta’s” dancing in the club to the shit i named above. how can someone that is so about hustling && killing be on some shit like that? when do you have the time? how can someone even take you serious? doing dances that require you to rub on your head && switch your hips to the music but yet you call yourself a “gangsta.”
NEWSFLASH: you’re NOT a gangsta!
i dont fuck with niggas that do shit like that. its different if you not trying to portray yourself as such && you’re dancing…then thats fine. BUT, when you in club or wherever you are dancing like that && the next day you’re “on the corner”….it just doesnt add up. your card has officially been pulled!
SKINNY LEG JEANS
now this is an interesting topic. i know that punk ppl, skateboarders, rock ppl && WOMEN wear skinny leg jeans. but what im gonna talk about is the so-called “thugs” wearing them too. now as for me, i dont date or fuck niggas that wear skinny leg jeans – its just not my cup of coffee. im not gonna be with a nigga whose pants are tighter than mine!
NEWSFLASH: that is sooo homo!
of course this is my opinion && if you are a bitch that fuck with dudes like that then……thats you. but a real nigga dont wear shit like that. tight pants && a tight shirt…are you serious?? then some have the nerve to sag their tight pants…i mean c’mon, you’re killing me! you approach a bitch like me with that shit on, you are bound to get played && very closed to getting slapped! ITS GAY! veeerrrryyyy gay. i dont look at those type of ppl as men, you look like a walking joke, which is why i laugh in your face && walk away.
MALL WALKERS
you might ask, “red, wtf is a mall walker?” well, a mall walker is a lame that stays at the mall all damn day, with no bags in his hands which indicates no money && hollers at every chick possible that gives him play. yes, a mall walker. they usually are in packs or just alone because they have no friends. lmao why can i come to the mall at 1:00pm && stay there til 6:00pm (or longer) shopping && your ass is still there with not ONE bag in your hand? how desperate are you? you too, gets a laugh in the face! i have found that your only reason to come to the mall is to put on your best outfit (which isnt the best btw) && then find a chick you want to holla at. now, trust, some chicks will give you play && thats only because 1. they are as desperate as you && they too are mall walkers or 2. they feel so sorry for you that they give you a fake number to leave them alone! do something else productive with your life please && stop harassing us true shoppers. hmmm you were prolly dropped off by your mother anyway…shit, or you walked. lmao
NEWSFLASH: thats lame!
TOO DAMN GROWN/TOO DAMN BIG
all of the above categories can fit into this one. your ass should not be 25+ doing the things above… shit, you shouldnt be 21+ doing it either! i hate seeing a grown ass man with a mohawk or doing the stanky leg in the club just to fit in. are you having a mid-life crisis? please, go home to your kids (if any) or go to a bar with your age range && stay out of young ppl’s club. you look a hot ass mess! you also get a laugh in the face. now, most of yall young ppl look like you damn near 25, tall && should be playing football or basketball somewhere – please sit yo ass down. its not even cute when you dance because you’re too damn big…you gets laughed at hard! lmao do you see giraffe’s dancing? NO, and do you want to know why? because they would look stuuuuuuupid! smh
yesterday was independence day. i must admit that i had a wonderful time with my family. i remember seeing this somewhere on the internet, “4th of july is a holiday where you can get together with your family & not have to worry about exchanging gifts.” that may be true && all but so is thanksgiving! lmao
anyways, ive been in columbia since friday && a lot has gone on since ive been here. drama, (of course) laughs, money && anything else you can imagine.
there has been a “beef” between my cousin && i which i wont get into details about but we finally sat && talked about it, woman to woman && brought everything to the light. lets just say, we’re cool now but her homegirl…hmm…not so much. i can also say that her homegirl “fucked the homies.” lmao
but enough about that. being that independence day was yesterday && being im in the army, it wouldnt be right if i didnt say anything about my fellow comrades…
july 4th isnt just about getting together, hooking up the grill, drinking && partying. its also about remembering the many soldiers, both women && men that are fighting for their lives && ours over in iraq && afghanistan; the families of those soldiers who couldnt celebrate with them; the soldiers who died so far away from home; && also the vets who gave their all for this country. even though we may not hear a lot about the war, we must remember that we are still at war with them. there are still innocent people && soldiers dying everyday. you may have family members or friends that you know that are over there fighting, but you will never know what they go through until you step foot over there.
remember that no matter what you go through, no matter how bad you think it is…there is ALWAYS someone who is worse off than you. anything i go through that brings me pain or stress i try to remember hot summer days in iraq && waking up praying to God that today wasnt my last day. && that always got my mind in check…
well, i hope yall had a great 4th of july && i hope everyone was safe.
but, the tv is okay lol. im bidding on this new blackberry on ebay now, hopefully i win. until then i have to use my old razor…ugh!
pics coming soon for that too.